new surprises are in stock everyday!;D

2010-04-01T22:01:00.000-07:00

happy 5 month! it might not matter to you. but i am really glad that it has come this far;)

it's just a normal ordinary day!;D

~WelcomingTheWorld~

you this week.

2010-04-01T01:42:00.000-07:00

they worry about me. but it's not you.

they accompany me study. but it's not you.

they have lunch and dinner with me. but there's no you.

they carry my bag today. but it's not you.

you,

spend your free time with your new toy and game.

please be more conscientious. will you?

~WelcomingTheWorld~

why?

2010-03-31T00:13:00.001-07:00

No one can understand. I want to understand people but I just can't. Why do I always think about something that should not even bother me? I feel my friends have changed now. Why? Does having a boyfriend matter? just because one of them has just broken up and the other have just developed a new crush. how come in front of the two of them, I always feel troubled? why can't it be just like last time?

diet!

2010-03-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

oh no i gained weight again! i lost 3 kg a month ago and now i gained 2 kg. must go on diet again!!!

it's been long

2010-03-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

Deutsche,

Sorry I have not been able to update you all these times. A lot of events were happening and yet I didn't write anything on you. From now on, I'll try to keep writing all the things I am going through. For now, I cant think of any. but one thing's for sure, I miss writing on you;)

*welcoming the world*

the decline

2009-07-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

dear deutsche,

today my driving sucks!!!

i can control how much i throttle i put in.

my brain and the movement of the wheels didn't even coordinate.

how to improve???

i am just disappointed right now.

i am going to take behind-the-wheel test in 3 weeks!!!

GAHHH!!!

freaking out!

*WelcomingTheWorld*

essay

2009-06-28T23:37:00.000-07:00

my first essay crammed my brain!

i need more clues!

gahhh!

wishing that this is over soon!

*Welcoming the World*

2009-06-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

here i am

back to living all by myself again

loneliness is coming back at me

no more watching movie or telling stories before sleep

and school is starting in a few hours

while i only sleep for 3 hours as a result of jet-lag

i am just hoping to be able to have a good first day of school today

chasing away my jet-lag

*Welcoming the World*

blogging from singapore again!;D

2009-06-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

hello deutsche!
hope you like your new skin!;)
i spend hours looking for one and doing the editing thingss. ahh it's very complicated for my brain!
but luckily my dear cousin, livia helped me! thanks a lot cousin! i love yoU!<3
allright my eyes are hurting. got to go! good night!

summer is always great because of the long holiday!;)

*welcoming the world*

dang!

2009-02-25T21:30:00.000-08:00

when stomach is growling, food is running, time is going away, studies are stacked in piles.

lalala. what a wonderful microscopic world!

*welcoming the world*

He's Not That Into You

2009-02-16T14:40:00.000-08:00

Lol! This movie is so true and hilarious.

Here are some of my favorite quotes, the funny ones and real ones:

"A girl will never forget the first boy she ever likes."

"Connie, do you know why that little boy did those things? Because he likes you."

"We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you."

"May be, he forgot you hut number."

"If a guy treats you like he doesn't give a s-, it's because he doesn't give a s-."

"If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will."

"May be he lost my number or is out of town or got hit by a cab- Or may be he is not interested in seeing you again?"

"Men don't forget how much they like you. So put down the phone."

"Don't get tricked by asking him out. If he likes you, he'll do the asking."

Neil and Beth's story is the best!

is there anyone who is truly romantic and sweet out there?

*Welcoming the World*

first day of spring

2009-01-16T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hello Deustche!

It's 6 am in the morning here. I think I got a jet lag. I am already awake at 5 am today when I only fell asleep about 12 am. I am feeling tired and sleepy but I was not able to reach the lala land when I closed my eyes. haooaaaeemm...

Anyway, today, i mean yesterday was my first day of school. I had two labs, chemistry at 8 am and biology at 11 am. It was so tiring lar. Somemore, throughout the day, Lily and I were discussing whether we want to change our labs to the others.

First of all, the chemistry lab is at freakishly 8 am and then dr larson is not dr rusay. I dunno which instructor I have to take. But i feel bad for dr rusay if i took the class with dr larson because dr rusay was my chem 226 teacher! What am I gonna do when I meet him in school? Somemore the chances of meeting him is really big considering I am working in the chemistry building! bah!

Another thing, if i want to change my chem lab time to the 11 o'clock lab, that means i have to find another bio lab that fit with da schedule. I already talked to dr. goralka if i can change my lab to the one he has at night. He said that he will try. But considering that the waitlist for the night lab is the blooming with 10 names already, I can say that my chances are slim. bah!

And there is this history class which I want to take, which is really full with 84 names, but it clashed with my current dr larson's lecture. If I want to take this class, I have to change instructor to dr rusay. But to take dr. rusay i have to make sure that I am able to get into the night bio lab. Somemore dr rusay's class is already started so I dunno if he is going to add more students at this time. Or I may not even be able to take this history class since it's so full. bah!

ENough BAH! All this depends on bio. If bio is taken care of, i can take care of chem next. followed by history later. PUSING! HEADACHE! KOPFWEH! DOLOR DE CABEZA! MIGRAINE!

Going to SF with Jean tommorow, i mean today, for shopping. I think I need this GATEWAY and more others to calm myself down.

PHEW!

*WELCOMING THE WORLD*

this thing that I love

2009-01-12T07:28:00.000-08:00

After watching the not-live match of ARS vs POR a few days ago and also MU vs CHE live match yesterday, I gained back the enthusiasm that I used to have for soccer matches. I love to see how the footballers, my favorite players especially drag the ball around the field with beautiful passes, high and low. I also love how some tackles are done without any foul! I believe only the creative ones can do that.;)

To start off with, the match ARS vs POR, i am so happy that i can still recognized my fave, RVP, when he was playing in the far back of the screen looking small. I do not know a lot of players in ARS right now. I can only recognized RVP, clichy, adebayor, bendtner, almunia and a few more, I AM QUITE DISAPPOINTED COS FABREGAS WASN'T THERE;(. Now I see that there are more and more young and not-yet-to-be-recognized players. BUT, I see some talents there. Young Ones like ramsey, nasri and vela are interesting to see. ( I am going to watch out for them for ARS future fosho!) Anyway, I STILL LOVE ARSENAL NO MATTER HOW MANY UNRECOGNIZABLE PLAYERS THAT THEY HAVE AS LONG AS THEY STILL PLAYED THE SAME STYLE!<3

That match between MU and CHE is really exciting. The first exciting match that I watch this year! I am really happy with the way the goals are scored. The goals were produced through good strategies and a really good precision (may be even lucky!). it's surely a NOT-TO-BE-MISSED MATCH!;D

Deutsche, I am going back to ph tomorrow. Going back to school real soon, I can count the days gosh! I really feel that this holiday is a short one. I haven't even have an outing with my secondary school pals! Luckily I was able to meet my girls. Thanks for being able to provide time to meet up, Yanru, Les, Jenny!;D Love you guys lots!

anyway, gotta go sleep! tomorrow need to wake up as early as before the sun rise.

let's rise and shine!

*Welcoming the World*

2008-12-15T21:49:00.000-08:00

The day is HERE!!!

I am so worried.

I hope I can handle the pressure tomorrow.

wish me luck purdy pleaseee!
*Welcoming the World*

2008-12-11T00:05:00.000-08:00

Hey Deutsche!!!

FINALS are coming!!!
Yayyyy!
cos I am more excited for the holidays after that!;DD

I just did the last experiment for ochem class today. It was really interesting. I make a green dye, it is called malachite green. It a really pretty green color, to be honest (although green is not my favorite color), especially if you look at it under a white light. I want to upload the pictures here but I just don't know how. I also checked out my chemistry locker today. It feels just yesterday I checked in for this class. Time must be running really fast.

Wish me luck for my finals purdy please!;D
*Welcoming The World*

Personal statement

2008-11-20T04:00:00.001-08:00

OMG!

PERSONAL STATEMENT IS DUE IN 10 DAYSSS!!!

I AM NOT SLEEPING TODAY;(

ARGGHHH

DEUTSCHE HELP!!!

in need of food brain
*Welcoming the world*

2008-10-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

I finished a container full of nori today!!!
I am so freaked out of physics, I didn't realise that I finished the whole thing.
;(

Wish me luck for physics!

xoxo
*Welcoming the World*

RoCK BANd LIVeeee!!! Oct 11, 2008!!!

2008-10-12T13:06:00.000-07:00

Dear Deutsche,

I went to ROCK BAND LIVE CONCERT yesterday! It was super uber COOL but a lot of sufferings at the same time because it was too crowded.
It was the first time I went to concert like this where everyone can go wherever they want, and many many lots of people are forcing through to get to the front stage. It was so crazyyy, there was a lot of pushings going on. I even can't see the stage as the performance progresses. It was so crazy, this will be my first and last concert for general admission concert. ( too much of a suffering for just watching a 3 hours concert!)

THE BANDS:
1) THE CAB<3<3<3
I think their performance is da BEST! Alex Deleon sings really well and very down-to-earth while interacting with the audience. The bassist, Cash Colligan, is so cute on stage. He was showing us funny expressions. hahaa. cute!!! lol... and ALEX MARSHALL plays keyboard the BEST! He's got STYLE!!! I like all the songs that they sing, especially risky business and i'll run. The CAB rawkss!!!;DD

2) PLAIN WHITE T's
I really enjoy Natural Disaster and 1,2,3,4 from Plain White T's!!! Plain White T's are great overall... & I get to met the drummer after the show. I even get his autograph and his signature... I met another member, Dave. He went down to the court too after the show, but I did not get to take picture and get his autograph...;(

3) DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
The singer is very friendly with us. But the only song that I know is vindicated. Since I was so exhausted, I kinda rest while these guys are performing. SOrry guys! But you guys are awesome. Chris tells a lil joke about his college life which makes us laugh. hahaa... They sing a song which is joined by Plain WHite T's and the Cab!!! nice!

4) PANIC AT THE DISCO <3<3<3
These are the guys that are most wanted by the audience. They have an opening with we're so starving and ending with an old song shout. They have a great stage lightings and background. Brendon Urie get the crowds singing with him on the first part of I write Sins not tragedies. Ryan Ross played guitar and the tamborine...hahaha... ( it's cute to see him change his instruments!) They gets the crowds jumping and singing along. it was so chaotic at that time. I got pushed back forth left right and my feet got stomped. But it was a lot of funnn!!! They are always my favourite band;DD

anyway, that's it for now. I'm still excited thinking about this!!! it will be an experience I will never forget!;D

aching all over

~Welcoming The World~

ROCK BAND LIVE <3

1, 2, 3, 4

2008-09-26T12:25:00.000-07:00

Plain White T's- 1, 2, 3, 4

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
Give me more loving than i've ever had.
Make it all better when i'm feeling sad.
Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
Barely getting mad, i'm so glad i found you.
I love being around you.
You make it easy, as easy as
1 2,(1 2 3 4.)

There's only one thing to do three words for you.
I love you
(I love you)

There's only one way to say those three words and that's what i'll do.
I love you.
(I love you)

Give me more loving from the very start.
Piece me back together when i fall apart.
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
Best that i've had i'm so glad that i found you.
I love being around you.
You make it easy as easy as
1 2,(1 2 3 4)

There's only one thing to do three words for you
I love you
(I love you)

There's only one way to say those three words and that's what i'll do.
I love you.
I love you
(I love you)

You make it easy,
It's easy as 1234
There's only one thing two do three words four you
I love you
(I love you)

There's only one way to say those three words that's what i'll do
I love you
(I love you)
I love you

One
Two
Three
Four
I love you
(I love you)
I love you
(I love you)

can't wait till the concert!
15 more days to go!

*WelcomingTheWorld*

2008-09-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

Adam: "To all the young girls out there!"

"Goodnight Goodnight"

You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together
I’ve lick my wounds but I can’t ever see them getting better
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behavior
Something’s gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah
Whoa

The room was silent as we all tried so hard to remember
The way it feels to be alive
The day that he first met her
Something’s gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

You make me think of someone wonderful, but I can’t place her

I wake up every morning wishing one more time to face her
Something’s gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right

So much to love
So much to learn
But I won’t be there to teach you, oh
I know I can be close
But I try my best to reach you

I’m so sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah
Whoa, oh…
Yeah

Song of the day
*welcomingtheworld"

Maroon 5 Concert! (9/18/2008)

2008-09-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO DEUTSCHE!!!

I went to MAROON 5 concert in Sleep Train Pavilion in Concord today!!! It was superb!!! The performances are good. Adam Levine, the lead singer, sang so well and still able to communicate with the audience. I SCREAM, SHOUT, WAVE, JUMP, DANCE. All kinds of emotions to their beat.
One thing I notice, Adam Levine is really good-looking and fine! When he sang, he was really into the song. DUDE!!! it's just so HAWT! hahahaaa...
I think I have fallen for this singer by just coming to a concert of theirs! I was not much of a big fan last time but now all I wanna hear is him singing again and again! haaha... ok it started to sound wrong. hahha... but his voice is really good and sexie(of course!) I think it's unique for anyone to have that kinda voice.
Anyway, I think I am losing my voice due to the shouting and screaming I made just now. I better sleep now.

Oh ya! I'll be watching Rock Band Live concert too! It features Panic At The Disco, Plain White T's, Dashboard COnfessional and the Cab! Can't wait!!!;))

Greetings to my girls in Singapore! I miss them sooo muchhhh!!! love ya guysss lotttsss!!!!! muacksss <3

(ps: I just have so much stuffs (physics and ochem exams, labs, muslit, statistics!) to do for this week. I am so happy that all the sufferings have been paid off by this concert! Thanks alot Maroon 5!!! love yaaa!!!)

Best Concert to date!

*welcoming the world*

Not a great day to tell

2008-09-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm doing my first O-CHem experiment. It is not as easy as it looks like when you read the procedure from the lab manual. OMG! I'm just not feeling myself today. Just wanna drop by and explode myself in writing here. Hopefully tomorrow will work out well. AND a lesson to remind myself! SET YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT!

no more messing up everrr!
*welcoming the world*

first day of school, going to be second day actually

2008-08-19T02:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Deutsche!

My first day of school turns out to be okay. I was expecting that it would be very boring and kinda disastrous, but luckly it's not like that at all. (phew!) My organic chemistry class is so "madesu" (which translates as kinda lifeless), there are very little people and just my luck, my lab group are not bad compared to my previous chemistry class!x) My maths class is a long sufferings (it's 8am in the morning! the time when my brain is just starting to warm up, i'm already receiving dosage of mathematics for two hours, what a suffering?!)
anyway, the good part is that i am getting almost every job that i wanted today! ;DD I got about 8 hours for working in chemistry stockroom and 4 hours for the bioscience lab. GO ME! hahaha.

My second day is starting soon. Better get ready. Write again next time then!;)

another day to surprise me!
*welcoming the world*

holiday is over!;(

2008-08-17T01:54:00.000-07:00

dear deutsche,

i'm blogging from USA yo! hahahha... rubbish! anyway...

today is really a tiring day, i went to sleep at 5 am and wake up at about 12 n i am sleeping without any peace because there are some renovations made for my apartments. (it's was really noisy lar! can you imagine hearing sounds of drills and "boom" sound when you're just about to fall asleep?! it's super irritating lar!!!)

I went to this cool place called "Mystery Spot" today. The place is on hilly area but there is like no gravity in this place. You will look taller outside the mystery spot and become shorter when you're inside (I witnessed the demonstration with my own eyes!). I also saw a ball rolled from a shorter ground to a higher ground too. It was said to be caused by weird gravity or visual illusion (I believe it was caused by illusion since the place is so hilly and high so it makes our brain interpret it differently.)

it's late. time to get some sleep.

oh ya! this is the 1st time I blog in USA! yayyy! *clap clap*

keep the noise out of my room!
*welcoming the world*

My teeth!

2008-08-05T06:07:00.000-07:00

dear deutsche! ;))
(hahaha. i feel like writing a journal today! i'm gonna name you deutsche (cos it sounds german n i'm crazy about this country still! wuakakaka...) n u're gonna have to accept it yea! lol!

my teeth hurts every time I drink cold drinks today. I think I'm getting toothache after i went to the dentist. I got a few fillings for my upper teeth. they are not hurt at all so i dun realize that tiny holes have formed there. my teeth feels pain when the doctor start cleaning the teeth (i hate the horrible sound the machine made! ouch!) after the whole operation, my teeth was fine. n then when i drink barley in the afternoon, there they go again. my front upper teeth are aching badly every time i took a sip from my medium cup of cold barley. i hope tomorrow they will be okay.

another thing! i got two new spects, one is light blue-black and thick and the other one is VIOLET! and funky! lol! (lorl!: laugh out real loud!) hehehe. the blue-black one is a spare actually. i wonder what people will actually say when they saw me in this violet specs (my friends' especially! lol!)

PEACE OUT!
go away toothache!

*welcoming the world*

Brazillians Encounter

2008-07-30T09:28:00.000-07:00

Monday, 28 July 2008.

I went to watch the friendly soccer match between Brazil U-23 Olympic team vs Singapore selection. The match took place at 8 pm in the Singapore National Stadium and cost about S$60 each person.

OMG!!! I described this match as "the unforgettable one". I mean I saw some famous footballers of the world playing in front of me, how can I not be amazed?! They are not like just international players but they have proven that they have the special talents and skills in the world of football. There is Alexandre "Pato", Anderson, Ronaldinho, Diego, Lucas Reifa, etc. They are the players that many clubs would like to include in their teams to have a complete formation, can you see how important they are?!

So, on that day, I went to the stadium at about 5 pm in order to get a good seat (the ticket said that it was free seating, you see.). I arrived there and soon after that, an entrance queue line starts to form. It only took a while for the queue line to get very long. At about 5.30 or so, we are allowed to get in. I immediately choose the seat at the centre side line of the field, pretty close to the half point mark on the field (a strategic place! yay!;)). We waited and waited until about 7 pm, then the footballers starts to arrive at the stadium. At about 7.30, they went down to the soccer pitch to have their warm-ups and a little training before the match (Note: I get to see the FAMOUS PLAYERS training!!! so excited!!!;D).

to be continued...

EUROPA! (1st blog)

2008-07-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

Well, this is my first blog so I am just gonna say what's on my mind right now...

I have actually feel refreshed now after spending the whole week daydreaming about my days in Europe. I felt really down when I had to end my European tour, the tour is sure a really FUN experience. I really love Europe for its food, culture and people. People in most of the countries there are very friendly and kind. Everything seems to be at slower pace and quieter there (The people really look like they're enjoying their life there! Really envy them!!!;d)

My tour consist of staying for 6 days in Hamburg, a day in Rendsburg, 3 days in Paris, 2 days in Lourdes, 3 days in Vienna and a day in Salzburg.

The trip has been fun all along and the country that I enjoy the most is Germany. It is a really great country; the people, the food, the infrastructure, the weather (their summer isn't that hot!) and the SHOPPING area is superb! I enjoy my stay there so much and I think I have learnt some DEUTSCH too! halo, danke, guten morgen, etc...hehehe...;)

Paris has many many many beautiful sceneries. I think now I know why it has become one of the most popular destinations for honey moon! I get to see the Eiffel Tower, Arc de Triomphe, Louvre Museum (I saw the Mona Lisa! remember the Da Vinci Code?!), etc. The buildings are so beautifully sculpted, I don't mind looking at them for the whole day!;) I also visit the shopping area at Champs de Elysees (hopefully I spell it right!;)). They have the designers stores such as Louis Vuitton, Chanel, Dior, and more others. All these designers are based in Paris. (How cool, right?!OMG! I was so excited when I visited these stores at that time!!!)

Austria is very popular for its musical culture. It is the centre for European music centuries ago and many great composers such as Mozart are from there. Mozart is very popular in Austria. (I went to see Mozart musical concert in Vienna! it was kinda boring cos I'm not a "musical" person but a good experience!;)) I also went to Mozart's birthplace in Salzburg, a tiny but beautiful city outside Vienna. Oh ya! While in Austria, I found some "left-over" items from the Euro 2008 Championships. ( I spotted a "EURO 2008 official car"!!!). Austria was one of the host of this event. I wish I was there when the event takes place but well, as a fan of futball, I am happy since I can still feel the EURO atmosphere just by coming here! ;)

Well, I think I have said a lot already cos my hands are feeling tired.
I hope this is a good start for a blog.
I'll write again later & hopefully I am not abandoning this blog! hehehe...

Peace Out!
*Welcoming The World*